Let us pray for whatever is on your heart.
I have lost one of the most important people in my life (50 years old) suddenly to a brain aneurysm.His name was Mark He passed away on February 12th and I still find it hard to carry on. He added so much joy and fullness to my life. We shared a lot of memories the last 16 years and I’m angry, sad, confused, etc.. I feel like I’m being punished for some reason and he and all that lived him have been robbed of what should have been. I don’t want to waiver in my faith, but am really struggling right now. I’m asking for prayers for Mark that he’s at peace and safe. I’m asking for prayers for his folks and brothers and for myself that somehow we can find the strength, faith and courage to make sense of this life altering tragedy, get up each day, and find a way to place one foot in front of the other and learn to live again. Im just always sick to my stomach, I’m not sleeping, eating, and rarely smiling. I feel like when he left all that fullness and life was sucked out of me as well. I do have so much To be thankful for I’m just having a hard time paying attention to it and wanting to be a part of it. Please pray for healing and comfort for his family as well as me and a way for us to start remembering and believing in our relationship with Mark and god that they both are still very much alive. God bless and thank you